Sunday, March 1, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
NEW Start
this first day of classes I'm all a flutter, nervous and confuse where do i go? will i get lost in this haze off these people wow what a maze all these numbers to remember.
it ended well but started crappy. i liked today it rocked.
it ended well but started crappy. i liked today it rocked.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Im Dying
Im dying here, in a place so cold and dark, evil lurks and looms ahead of me like the shadows from the noonday sun. why is not my father here to save me? GOD? can u not help me? Im so filthy and so full of sin..lord please save me..o forgive me... I need u.
Friday, December 19, 2008
god forgive me
all this guilt and shame slay me o lord, forgive me !!! pain and rage and all that glitters of this fleeting painful world comsume those who know not how to fight back.
My heart feels hollow, why? My body aches, why?
I feel naught but sorrow, Why? all my tears fall as acid upon my cheeks. why?
all of this i feel like im drowning, im so afraid!!! OH GOD! save my poor wretched soul! Nightmares of a death well meant for me, crucified on a cross as my lord was, pierced whipped and bleeding, as my lord was. my mother turning demonic and killing me as Jesus was killed, lovely right? ha ha ha No not really, turning blind by a freak accident... hmm better? maybe...maybe not.... sigh, i feel so lost.... may god forgive me for feeling this way.
I feel naught but sorrow, Why? all my tears fall as acid upon my cheeks. why?
all of this i feel like im drowning, im so afraid!!! OH GOD! save my poor wretched soul! Nightmares of a death well meant for me, crucified on a cross as my lord was, pierced whipped and bleeding, as my lord was. my mother turning demonic and killing me as Jesus was killed, lovely right? ha ha ha No not really, turning blind by a freak accident... hmm better? maybe...maybe not.... sigh, i feel so lost.... may god forgive me for feeling this way.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Last Time Last Dance
Pilly is done my life is scarred but i will heal and move on I thank God for all he has done, already he ahs given me hope for a new future.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Christmas Concert 2008
Christmas Concert 2008
Beautiful music praising the Lord, to show his goodness in times of hardship and be able to say to people, “let me tell you who God is, let me show you how good He is!’ also say to them that despite what I have been through, and all the hardships and trials I face and the uncertainties and doubts that flood my conscience, I tell you when every last crutch , every last thing that I cling to, is stripped away, I have one thing left…. What is that thing you ask? More like who is it you cling too?
The ROCK of my salvation, Yahweh, Jehovah, Elohim, Adoniah, the Prince of Peace, The King of Kings, The Lord or Lords, the Mediator, The Intercessor, The GOOD shepherd, The branch of Jesse, The son of David, Son of God, Lamb of God, Son of man, High priest. Abba.
He is all I have left, the only thing I have to hope, the love of my life
Jesus Christ!
Beautiful music praising the Lord, to show his goodness in times of hardship and be able to say to people, “let me tell you who God is, let me show you how good He is!’ also say to them that despite what I have been through, and all the hardships and trials I face and the uncertainties and doubts that flood my conscience, I tell you when every last crutch , every last thing that I cling to, is stripped away, I have one thing left…. What is that thing you ask? More like who is it you cling too?
The ROCK of my salvation, Yahweh, Jehovah, Elohim, Adoniah, the Prince of Peace, The King of Kings, The Lord or Lords, the Mediator, The Intercessor, The GOOD shepherd, The branch of Jesse, The son of David, Son of God, Lamb of God, Son of man, High priest. Abba.
He is all I have left, the only thing I have to hope, the love of my life
Jesus Christ!
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