My heart feels hollow, why? My body aches, why?
I feel naught but sorrow, Why? all my tears fall as acid upon my cheeks. why?
all of this i feel like im drowning, im so afraid!!! OH GOD! save my poor wretched soul! Nightmares of a death well meant for me, crucified on a cross as my lord was, pierced whipped and bleeding, as my lord was. my mother turning demonic and killing me as Jesus was killed, lovely right? ha ha ha No not really, turning blind by a freak accident... hmm better? maybe...maybe not.... sigh, i feel so lost.... may god forgive me for feeling this way.