MY Heart

Here it is My heart fragile,
yet it beats.

My heart battered,
from pain ,abuse and shame.

I thought he cared, Am I damn'd
to the gates of Sheol?

Shall I be vict'm to cruelty?
Shall I be known as a fool,
again I feels as tho' part of me died.

It bleeds I am dying,
My heart so frantically,
beats begging me to live!

He killed me with his words
and his actions.

And this I must say ,
I thought he was different,
Not like all the rest.

Oh how wrong I was!
Foolish girl!
how could i have known.

Yet he murder'd me,
my gentle fragile soul.

It flutters madly,
like a butterfly trying to survive,
beating it's wings against glass.

How was I to know The Evil One would get Past.
Past my defenses and my heart and use this to help kill me.

so here I lay Dying my heart at my feet,
I give it to him telling him "this is yours to keep."

"If you do not know well now i guess you will."

From the first time i saw you,
i had given you My heart.

And so with my last breath,
i utter these last words.

I Love You though u never you,
you have taken my heart snatched it from my chest ,
and ripped it all apart.

Yet dearest I shall love you no matter what the cost.
You took my heart when i met you,
but now we must Part.

I shall be with you always but in a memory.
even tho' I may never come back it not because of jealousy.

You hurt Me do you care? or is this game?
You sit and laugh and poke fun at my shame.

My love I shall love you even tho' you never knew,
how much you meant to me.

It is so sad that , You and I may never be.
and so with this as my blood stains the ground.
I say this.

Parting is such sweet sorrow. ( William Shakespeare)